I shall never let my sun set,
It shall be shining all throughout the day in my world !
22:02
20/01/2014
Monday
The thoughts do seldom come to me, or if they come they are being monotonous, for I have no advantage of experiences on my behalf, I am afraid to face the world, if not afraid.....unwilling, seemingly ignorant I am, if I may be misunderstood for my intelligence and I am innocent too, I get frustrated, angry at too silly a things, I do pray a lot, I think I do, but I do lack something in my life,..........I firmly believe money has got no importance , its not only a belief, money is a big cloud that has been influencing our naive minds, used to coverup unpleasant realities, how come money seems to influence so many lives, when the picture says money just adds colour to your life, the glitz, the glamour, the persons who valued their life., they never felt poor or never died poor., they were rich in values. Money comes by.It is those people who find it impossible to give their lives their due value chase behind money., in search of fools gold, just like an alchemist. The perfect life does not exist, it is not something to be yearned for , it is something to be understood.
Understood not only by the textual sojourns that empowers your imaginative genes, but more by the experience you have in your life.
Why do we think our lives as a problem to be solved ? Is that it ? Given you see a fume afar in a forest, the first impression you get in your mind is about fire, no doubt on that ,.....aint it ? But if possible you must have the "inquisitiveness" , the curiosity ( not that curiosity that killed the cat in our old sayings!) ......a healthy one,....indeed to find out the genuine answers to these questions. Orelse they just remain as assumptions and hypothesis.You don't want to proceed your life on such assumptions. If we had through the ages some of our childish inqusitiveness, may be we would have had the right answer. I still have fear , anxiety in my mind regarding those uncleared assumptions in my mind.
Many a times do in my life I have faced this question when I stand at a divided road.Most probably one which very well confident of about where it might lead me which my instincts says me, while the other the well treaded path. In such dilemmas , an approach - approach dilemma to be specific, our ancient vedic wisdom , advices us , or to put in a more clear way, commands us to go the latter way, the path that has been travelled by most of 'em. I being an Indian, was grown in that way.
But I have always regretted about not trusting my instincts, I have recieved no guidance to continue with my instincts. This might be a "blame" and I believe blaming others does devalue your persona. Whatever fate th at I am led to is just because of my deeds and more importantly my mind and I should be solely responsible for it. When that responsibility becomes too heavy a burden to bear you put it over others shoulders, that which is called a blame. I have done it too often , created a war like situation at my home, but did not get any result. I lost my peace of mind . I started taking on small responsibilities which I could easily justify, just like taking a paper, and doing lot of such small ones does add up to boost your confidence in a significant way. But the truth is that one day you have to put your legs in the big shoes, come on "man",.....well thats a manly self affirmation !!! Yes that is the challenge of maturing to manhood. I find it a bit, a tiny bit necessary to show off to ward off those mosquitoes around you. But given concentration is there, nothing matters. So far that I have learnt, concentration is success. Concentration is meditation,, concentration is spirituality, it the ultimate joy.
Thus says the gita, that one is aware gets the knowledge.So concentration in its truest sense do amounts to awareness of self, the consciousness, the awakening, that very same thing Buddha got !
There are a lot many things in this material world to be got distracted, but given a concept of a unified brahman, which pervades all, your mind stops, that I think is the essence of all spirituality, all religion. Human is thirsty for spirituality, for he cannot survuve without it. He goes mad without it. Madness is spiritual arising.
So much so I have spent my thoughts on spirituality that sleep is but curse to me. I love to be conscious all the time.Every second is an oppurtunity left to learn, like said in gita, the opened doors of the heaven which will lead you to prosperity in all sense. This should be yearned for by all in our lives.
SWALPAM APYASYA DHARMASYA
THRAAYATEY MAHATO BHAYATH !!
It shall be shining all throughout the day in my world !
22:02
20/01/2014
Monday
The thoughts do seldom come to me, or if they come they are being monotonous, for I have no advantage of experiences on my behalf, I am afraid to face the world, if not afraid.....unwilling, seemingly ignorant I am, if I may be misunderstood for my intelligence and I am innocent too, I get frustrated, angry at too silly a things, I do pray a lot, I think I do, but I do lack something in my life,..........I firmly believe money has got no importance , its not only a belief, money is a big cloud that has been influencing our naive minds, used to coverup unpleasant realities, how come money seems to influence so many lives, when the picture says money just adds colour to your life, the glitz, the glamour, the persons who valued their life., they never felt poor or never died poor., they were rich in values. Money comes by.It is those people who find it impossible to give their lives their due value chase behind money., in search of fools gold, just like an alchemist. The perfect life does not exist, it is not something to be yearned for , it is something to be understood.
Understood not only by the textual sojourns that empowers your imaginative genes, but more by the experience you have in your life.
Why do we think our lives as a problem to be solved ? Is that it ? Given you see a fume afar in a forest, the first impression you get in your mind is about fire, no doubt on that ,.....aint it ? But if possible you must have the "inquisitiveness" , the curiosity ( not that curiosity that killed the cat in our old sayings!) ......a healthy one,....indeed to find out the genuine answers to these questions. Orelse they just remain as assumptions and hypothesis.You don't want to proceed your life on such assumptions. If we had through the ages some of our childish inqusitiveness, may be we would have had the right answer. I still have fear , anxiety in my mind regarding those uncleared assumptions in my mind.
Many a times do in my life I have faced this question when I stand at a divided road.Most probably one which very well confident of about where it might lead me which my instincts says me, while the other the well treaded path. In such dilemmas , an approach - approach dilemma to be specific, our ancient vedic wisdom , advices us , or to put in a more clear way, commands us to go the latter way, the path that has been travelled by most of 'em. I being an Indian, was grown in that way.
But I have always regretted about not trusting my instincts, I have recieved no guidance to continue with my instincts. This might be a "blame" and I believe blaming others does devalue your persona. Whatever fate th at I am led to is just because of my deeds and more importantly my mind and I should be solely responsible for it. When that responsibility becomes too heavy a burden to bear you put it over others shoulders, that which is called a blame. I have done it too often , created a war like situation at my home, but did not get any result. I lost my peace of mind . I started taking on small responsibilities which I could easily justify, just like taking a paper, and doing lot of such small ones does add up to boost your confidence in a significant way. But the truth is that one day you have to put your legs in the big shoes, come on "man",.....well thats a manly self affirmation !!! Yes that is the challenge of maturing to manhood. I find it a bit, a tiny bit necessary to show off to ward off those mosquitoes around you. But given concentration is there, nothing matters. So far that I have learnt, concentration is success. Concentration is meditation,, concentration is spirituality, it the ultimate joy.
Thus says the gita, that one is aware gets the knowledge.So concentration in its truest sense do amounts to awareness of self, the consciousness, the awakening, that very same thing Buddha got !
There are a lot many things in this material world to be got distracted, but given a concept of a unified brahman, which pervades all, your mind stops, that I think is the essence of all spirituality, all religion. Human is thirsty for spirituality, for he cannot survuve without it. He goes mad without it. Madness is spiritual arising.
So much so I have spent my thoughts on spirituality that sleep is but curse to me. I love to be conscious all the time.Every second is an oppurtunity left to learn, like said in gita, the opened doors of the heaven which will lead you to prosperity in all sense. This should be yearned for by all in our lives.
SWALPAM APYASYA DHARMASYA
THRAAYATEY MAHATO BHAYATH !!
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